UUUUUG.

I AM SEEEEEEEECK. And it's the middle of the night. scratch that, 3 in the morning. On a school day. And i feel a sneeze coming on. i feel so horrid right now. I also feel i need a new avvi. bluck. i hate this one, and it's annoying the crap out of me. BUH. I FEEL SO SICK!!! just watch, my mom's still gonna send me to school. Ugh. stoopid wooman.

also. homecoming.

two weeks! OMG. Anyone man enough to take me? lol. I'm not likely to get a date. The only guy im close to is GAY. God, I hope Ben doesn't bring his boyfriend. I HATE that dick. >:C He needs to die. Mountain View Bastard. Go Forge!

Anyway, i also went to this foootball game a Mountain View High to meet this "Jeorge" that Ben was apparently dating. Mom didn't want to let me out of the car to look for Ben, whom I told to wait outside the gate. He didn't. When I finally saw his epic tallness somewhere in the crowd, my mom finally let me out to get a ticket to join him and his dick friends. Rachel, Kaitlyn, and I got so evicted from their conversation, we landed FEET away from the group, who never gave us second thought. Well, Ben did. God knows I love that kid. Like literally. He came over to us and started talking to us. I told him straight out I didn't like his friends, that they were leaving us out.

He asked me if I wanted a kiss. I said yes, but Jeorge won't like it.

And conveniently Jeorge comes over and pulls Ben away, just before the moment I've been waiting for since I met Ben. I don't give a shit if he's gay, I want him. >

But I miss my ex-- Derek. TT.TT

I feel so emo when I think about him. We only broke up because I moved. I probably won't see him 'til college, if at all again, and GOD I MIISSS HIIIIM DX

I FEEL SO EMO.